♥ The Queen.
♥ Sharon Lau, 21+.
♥ Gemini.
♥ Muar, Johor.
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it hurts to make a decision.
♥ 1:05:00 am
I don't want to give you away. But all I heard about you were only complaints, never-ending complaints. Everytime when this occurred, I always had mixed feelings. You are only annoying to my family, you just could not be a part of them. The reason is just that you destroyed, you did not contribute; you annoyed, you did not create happiness; you created noises, never had they think you brought joy. It is very heart-arching when beating you, it hurts my heart just like how hurt you are on the skin. I felt like teaching a child, a rebellious one. I always told myself, you are still young to understand human's language; still too young to be obedient; all sorts of reason for you to be naughty and mischievous. I cannot afford to sacrifice more high heels as your toys. Both heels were my mum's favourite and preference heels, but now they could not be worn because of you. I totally understand when one loses her favourite belongings especially shoes. My dad has hung a pair of the heels around your neck, it hurts my heart but I insisted because I thought you'd learn from your previous mistake, but you disappointed me tonight, it did not work as a reminder for you. There is nothing I can do, I feel so helpless, do you know? How would you know? If you knew it, you would not create this kind of troubles. Looking into your tearful eyes, they told me you knew you were wrong, you did not avoid when I beat you so hard, you whined sometimes. You looked so innocent with your big eyes staring, it makes me felt like I wrongly blamed you. When will you learn? You are 7 months old, I can no longer pamper you like you were 1 month old, so tiny. I am so grateful you are a small sized dog, just like how I expected you to be when I got you. Although you are not as cute as before, you are still lovely to me; always chased and jumped around when I was in sight, always alert when I called your name, always gave me your paw to greet me. I am sorry I cannot provide you a proper shelter. Anyhow I am not going to give you away. When you were so young, I used to slap you because you whined too much, I could not have proper sleeping time, always awake to take care of you because you were fear of darkness, but watching you sleep on my laps securely just could not be described in words. Sometimes, out of anger I shouted, "you are just a dog!". I am ashamed. When you learnt how to bark, it was headache, you tend to bark non stop, the habit remains till now, but I believed you barked when you saw something invisible to us. I remembered there was once I threw you out of the house shouting "I don't want you anymore!" you stood still and attempting to get in, I brought you even farer, when my mum asked you in, you stood far and refused to come back until she carried you, maybe you knew you did not deserve treatment like this. There was another time, you ran out with Doggie, you ran to a neighbour's gate, he opened it and you wanted to sneak in, were you thinking to get a new master who can treat you better? Maybe you were. I were ashamed of myself. I cannot just give you away, because we have special bonding. When I was beating you just now, you came near me seeking protection from me. You do not do this to others, only to me, from this I know you trust me, although I could hardly see you, I know you can still recognize me as your master because we have this unique bonding other won't have with you. I learn to know how my mum felt upon beating me when I was still young. This is the time I should really think for your future.
Mummy loves you, Ginny!
1st picture of yours, credit goes o Crystal
When I first saw you, I fell in love with you.
1st shower at Nic's place. Thanks, Nic and Crystal :)
Wrapped to keep you warm
Sleeping in your house
You were not even my lappie size, so tiny!
Gathering with friends :)
You were so sleeeeeeeeepy
You used to sleep like there was no tomorrow!
He enjoyed playing with you
He adores you more than I do
Special shot of you
You looked shy and insecure when I first brought you back to Muar
My favourite picture of yours
You were so tiny I could even carry you with 1 hand
You still looked cute when you were sleeping
Xiao Xi loves you too!
When you were 3 months old
Prohibited to come into living room, you looked sad
You have big ears ;)
You looked like a lamb in this picture
Playing with Uncle Doggie
Talking to Doggie
You looked like a plush toy
When you were 6 months old
Looking smart!
Lovely!
You have a long tongue just like I doLike mother, like daughter ;)
Pointy ears when alert
Alert!
You love me more than I love you.